Going away from this Sunday onwards, into a four week of a whole new journey to seek God --- I have never been the kind to depend on a contingent just because everyone else prompts me to, and for that I have never been most cordial towards my religion because I've never encountered anything extravagant that assured my beliefs for God. Don't get me wrong, I believe in God and I am a disciple and a believer — Just not an assured one.
People always tell me that I just need to have faith, that it is an axiom, but I really think it's beyond just blindly believing. Without a proper reason to believe how can there be such faith? Faith comes from a strong believe within your own convictions, and lack that.
So I've decided to go away for four weeks to Korea, because Korea is the place of my adolescent that took most of my trust away, yet left me with something to hope in, and I believe there is something there for me to seek as long as I'm ready. It's gonna be a cold harsh one, fighting against my greatest fear - But I know I can do this.
It's gonna be Morning quiet times everyday, which also comes with my workouts to train up and get fit, and to also complete reading my classic books and study on history(just for my own knowledge because I need to) in the saunas, and spending all my time with my dad, and going to different mountains with him.
It's gonna be a good one, or a traumatizing one.
But I am gonna make it a fantastic one because they always say
If you have the heart to seek for God then it will be given unto you.
I've called myself a fighter for a reason.
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