hannah jang

Four walls of nothingness

Midnight to afternoon

Morning to night

Four more weeks of humdrum
Zero human contact
Contact human at no given point

Its been rather sad to have been at home most of my days. The haze is making me feel like there could possibly be an apocalypse somehow and we will all just die from being home-stricken in our beds. 

I miss my morning jogs and nature prayers, and I just wanna be out there in one with trees and parks but unfortunately my autonomy has been stolen away, and I hate that I'm comfortable with social isolation. It's also sad to say that the only thing I look forward to is my birthday because walking dead's new season premieres on that day - and that is literally my favorite show in the world.  

October is my favorite time of the year - I get to buy presents for my friends and I get to see them happy, and I love it when my friends are happy. I've been trying not to be doubtful about this October - but today I woke up traumatised, shivering because I dreamt of my biggest fear through my existence and it felt so real, I am not to sure how to feel about it now, but I have never been this traumatised in a long time. 

It's just been tad a sad start for me 

I just hope it gets better, soon enough.