hannah jang

Losing something has become a basic entity; nothing has become too heavy anymore.

vulnerability; it is either I've worked my way through or I've numbed everything so well
that I can't even discern the difference anymore. I should be pretty worried by now
but I can't seem to tell the difference between anything else but avoidance -


Remember how intensely we once felt for each other?
how it all turned into a state of feeling against each other
look how much something can turn around with just one decision
and merely perhaps through the notions of time



It could have been so much more than what failed us once
but with one look into your eyes, a set of long lost ardour
I feel nothing and everything at once
every imaginable connotations to love evokes within me
and your perfect disposition to hate imposed on me


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This is why it all terrifies me.