"There's a line and I've crossed it
Someone said that I've lost it
But who cares what the world thinks?
I found my joy"
I have to say - hands down - that the best feeling in the world is when you feel so frightened to the point your legs are weak, and at that moment someone just opens his arms for you to run into and embrace you with warmth.
I was literally lost in the woods. I honestly don't know what else to call it because Woods and Wilderness does not exist in Singapore. But I swear the woods is the only word for it because all I saw was an immense number of trees. Trees, darkness, more trees, no human beings, and there was me. I cannot describe or fathom the overwhelming fear I was feeling, Really.
The feeling of being alone.
I am one who likes being alone at most times -- But this wasn't about just me being alone. Being lost, in darkness and feeling like there's no way out (as cheesy as it sounds) it reminded me of my limbo world where I always find myself being drawn back to especially when I feel like I'm a bane to the society. Withdrawal.
Nobody likes being in limbo; It's being torn away and it's the world and you in two subjects of its own. It brings out fear; Which sometimes has a positive cognition because it's the only time that I fight for the best.
The only way out of limbo sometimes is to find the joy I need.
And joy is being embraced in the arms of someone you love, and sometimes beyond the human means. To not run away but run into his arms. And only then you find hope.
When there's hope -- Nothing really matters anymore because feeling loved is the best feeling ever and it is ample to fill all of me.
Where there's hope, there's always love.
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