hannah jang

I cannot even begin to explain how much things have changed from when I first got here, till where I sit before my desk today (my desk is literally just a heck of a garden, and I lov'it!) I actually can't even fathom what has been going on lately; and all the blessings and also truth to be told, a taste of hell on earth at the tip of my tongue with no or less exaggeration and prolly slight propagation, within a with span on seven months; can't believe i actually really felt so much yet nothing, whilst being here. I'm beginning to feel like I have succumbed to working like a complete machine.

I have so much to say, also so much to do from where I left off without even being able to settle down  or articulate my thoughts, or meticulously plan out my life before moving onto phases but I guess I'm here now and it's all been well, perhaps one step ahead of all of it. Looking back at my old hard discs I realised how much I've forgotten - just looking through my videos and old film rolls from Alaska and America and Bangkok I realised I haven't really worked on the videos for quite a bit and I've been starting to -- it's just that so many things have been going on, so much perplexing, so much to say, to much to feel, just so much to do but so little time.

"I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God."

I just pray that someone good will come out of this.

Soon.